Vlcc Institute Head - students emotional manipulation act

Need Help Serious Help Now!!!!
I'm a student of B.Voc. HN in Vlcc, I'd faced many issues related to mental traumas and financially as well from the starting as I'm already an anxiety disorder patient, at first my trainer produced an image of a good teacher, interacted me personally, I didn't told anything by myself as mentioning my health or severe problems and by her ownself she made felt a comfortable space to share all of my problems that I couldn't able to discussed with anyone..She made me realise that she's always there for me...but today the matter got serious, this trainer hadn't even tried to communicate even I was still suffering with mental traumas, I called to my own City Vlcc Kidwai Nagar,Kanpur-Faculty..At there also she made me realised that my tone, behaviour, everything is getting worse while I talked to her about my problems as she didn't even giving me proper time to listen...I feel helpless, my pulserate attack goes upto ***..that kind of severe anxiety I had already suffered, my progress didn't made the trainer feel proud..She Stopped or forgot about my important Paid Webinar, I respected her in every way even in studies she always tried to do that I already sent you this "have you done or not"? She again makes me guilt for that by saying How's that been possible?? I can't forget such things, you pls check from your side...She already knew about my degree course and *modules per year must have to be finished, after completing * modules she made sudden breaks that I didn't got any order to continue the rest and when I asked for that fasttrack course of one atudent to her, then she again showing me the importance that you were doing degree course pls don't compare with others...but she missed important webinars, lacks to share link on time, at the time of judging practical, her way of talking looks so weird, and couldn't even realised that she's hurting to that sensitive student, the point is that She first of all made me trust on her and then she grabbed me to that stage where she wants me to be, I participated in **th august competition, she disturbed me with her strange attitude, My Main Paid webinar that costs ***+gst, as she always tries to decline my further question for practical, and one day she surprises me by her overconfidence statement that how's that even possible? It's your fault, you haven't checked that...from these small to larger manipulative effects till now as because of her, I asked for the timing also, she didn't tried to answer, and got my one paper missed bcuz she said **am to **pm slot provided to give exam in this timing, even for that she called me forcely, and again forgot the way to talk with me, Why have u missed your exam? And what about her?? she didn't even asked for any help before my ongoing exams. And then also I appreciated felt thankful of her everytime, and the humble conversations thru. chats by my side made her diff. she again shocked me with the date of dec., these things I'd tried to said yesterday to the HOI she again misbehaving with me, taking trainer's side, talking about her experience which I already know, but what about me?? If she got the Best Vlcc Faculty Award + Gift..It's of no use as she showed to me her true colors now, after receiving it..she changed totally, and HOI of Kanpur, said me "Professional mei koi Saga Nahi hota" then why?? When the time of making fees from bvoc students, made them to do so?? Why all the types of HOIs or assisstants trying to gain the trust of the students parents, why they tried to built or gain the trust for payment...and talked unprofessionally to our parents after getting the emis on time..our bvoc exams got delayed again and again but that's not the main issue..the trainer first made me to trust her badly in Nutrition, If she knows the limit that she can't able to teach bvoc student like me for * yrs..and just for finishing diploma, and social media showing off gained her the main reputation even not even thinking about the students feedback...If she was that much good enough, then why after exams, she's again not taking about my webinar exams certificates+ trophy and certificate, I called my city Kanpur Institute, that HOI told me that it already came here before * days, then why she didn't even tried to inform me or connect with me to come take your certificate...the chain of Students' Emotional Manipulation act was going on like this...First trapped me in Diploma then again changed my mindset, to take or upgrade the current course with degree course...And for that only I came to the Vlcc Institute nearby..But the counselor at that time changed my mind..they all had made me and my parents suffered...Our mental traumas become so serious now...that even my father can't even see or predict what's going on..this Trainer what does she wants to me?? I asked so many questions that why you played with my emotions by offering me proffessional help or that field related, changed her profile pic, mobile data off..I messaged her continuously and not even asked me to stop now, relax me..then why she makes such bonding where she proudly says, She always be supportive for me more than anyone??? From the starting only you were hurting me lil. by lil., then also I respected you, missed to give webinar links notices on time, and we students didn't tried to blame her, she used me so nicely, her egoistic nature and showing to her students came first here, my cuisine was perfect but she appreciates lil. And no mistakes were present in that, so she told me that I used expensive ingredients, then why you'd given the rules of that the dish or platter should n't necessary to be healthy or unhealthy one, here the presentation must be the main thing..And when I decided to Made That Mediterranean Platter, her tone always changes...it feels like she herself feeling competition vibes with her own student then, showing me her gallery next day, that she also tried to present or serve make something new...She personally connects with me like this and yesterday how The HOI played with me, as she was hiding something, as concerning me that you don't want her now then I will change your trainer, obviously the situation for me has become so bad and hard to cope now...this trainer stopped my imp. Certificates and when I asked for it then she always made me realised that she proudly says those words again when did you took the webinar? You didn't even told me? I again feel the guily..My anxiety medications are based on such things only and this year, I can clearly see that how the whole institute played with my inner feelings, and when the time I raised my voice so, told me that line "koi kisi ka Saga nahi hota"..Alambagh HOI announced my name as *st prize for recipe competition..Then I had only asked for when shall I come there to receive it..always made excuses that yes sure come here or we will transfer to your main city faculty...then again she did the same thing..change that line and said that you only have to come there and take it..then when I got ready to went for lucknow with my father, this trainer refused me, show tantrums indirectly that not to come, but always she says that yes you can come visit here anytime this is your own faculty...But at that time, she given hints that she doesn't want me to be there..as her rest of the lucknow residing students didn't even participated in that competition, and seen me win at last made her again egoistic type, careless about my current health as before she always tries to talk to me personally for anything as an health expert, She made me trust her that the full Module * will come there in Fundamentals of Food Management..Even I repeatedly tried to show her that no mam, show pdf detailed syllabus..but then also she forced me to believe that Food Management part consists of all topics of Food Science, before the exam I prepared a lot of Cereal grians chapter, everything, but the last part not so well. And when I got to see tthat paper I got shocked, my hands got shivering, I trust myself and done that exam..after completing she also didn't even ask her own subjects exam for help or try to confirm whether the full part is coming or not..means I had only suffered by myself.. Have the stress of exams + dealing with such manipulative trainer who got the Best Faculty Award in this year..then also I told her but didn't even tried to blame her that I already knew and you made me forced to trust...Now I'm requesting you to please change my trainer who doesn't have such personality issues with her students...and also I want my under processed certificates, it's like * months..and this trainer tried to said that it's my duty to make her inform??? Why??? Unprofessional Trainer needs students help even for the paid records also??..doesn't even know how to judge recipes of every students, saying each and everything indirectly, making her experience or unable to say no to that b.voc student, u missed her exam, u made her trust on wrong info., blaming now and kicking out of the Video call meeting class, showing this act to the other students, going my against, and still she proudly says she did such supportive things to me???...Okay then all that she had done till now anything good, or appreciated, was only for professional aspects...even in hospitals, the workers can have the medicines by the dr. and still they don't pretend that kind of formality as she had done with me...I committed myself, feeling so much guilty from inside, hurting me badly in the thought of that she will help me to cope with this or give me any tips...but why?? She wasted all my precious time...and now shocked me that my *nd sem. Exams will be there in dec. Last..making me helpless, giving me the same negative feeling again and again, also didn't even tried to listen and giving me the importance of the topics I missed..She blaming her own past and present mistakes, on me..So that she could maintain the reputation of Best Faculty Trainer...Told to the heads of faculty everyone ignored my serious health conditions caused by her and my academic loss that was done by her, not completed my rest * modules...And pressurizing me to complete now after wasting those many months, the assignments out of the syllabus, she tried to give, given me the revision tests but doesn't give the sample mcqs more than theory, when the theory answers I wrote she said write some more part in test I have to write in lengthy form..like this she always tried to rule by gaining my positive trust on her, so that I could that syllabus related and her extra time wasting work..She can give those extra assignments later on also after finishing my modules, University can take the * semesters together also..these are her words..but then also irrespective to my health, made me convince about her own extra work questions, as they include marks or may be more for my information..But she didn't even tried to go thru. the same like B.voc course...and now expecting the same consistency to maintain at this time where you are grabbing my collar of truth about you, making me feel pressurized about studies + dealing with her guilty trippings, blaming her own mistakes to me as I had respected this trainer so much??? Also dealing with my mental trauma and family conditions because of her...She showed her immaturity+ egoistic nature with a serious health related student + Played with emotions + doesn't even care that what if She could continuously try to do this with her?? And also the reputation she got after that Best Faculty Award, she don't want to go away that from her hands...So without seeing my health issues, she's now supporting her ownself, as she had seen the positive outcome from me after seeing her true colors also I remain silence and still respect her and thought of her own busy schedule management...the same thing HOI had done with me yesterday blamed her mistakes on me, not listened my enquiry, my mental trauma issues and the loss she made to me in academics, also didn't even given my certificates rewards, made me trust on her blindly...HOI given me the totally diff. Certificate of recipe competition yesterday, I doubted then I showed her proof she again made my health condition too serious, I'd cried a lot, No responses from this trainer, and also HOI doing the same thing with me as the trainer did till now...Manipulated me, very badly, and become happy when I said accr. to HOI, as I want to change Trainer which should not be like this one, by this her way of answering my questions and replying words only justified that They are forcing me that I should not try to say anything bad about any trainer and making me unable to speak about that trainer who had given me the loss from everywhere, mental traumas, hurting me so badly as a trainer, showed me her different colors and personality when the time I need help...making me helpless..(Emotional Manipulative Behaviour Towards Me as a Student of B.Voc.). Without taking any feedback from your consumer, can you proceed anything and do the things according to yourself only...the same thing goes on and on..Deleted the data of my course or stopped the course info. in my Blended learning app, where I even can't do any query, any complain or reach to anyone????...Are these things going so good for that student who had suffered a lot in past and at here more?Then also, not seeing my messages, using social media too much attention, this trainer lacks the responsibility to cover the students academic part...And then also she sent me class link today in the morning, again showing the formality, and stopping my portal needs, materials to study as I said to her, that you can do anything you want now, I can give my exams by doing self study and study materials, so she stopped or pause all the things there...showing me blank...Here she's showing that how cruel she is??? I can't get the access to my study materials as well as the reports, query section, no name, showing...Clearly, it's showing that this trainer is actually not good for any of the students, especially like me who suffered a lot in past, she paused my study materials so that I again feel helpless, she's so egoistic with other trainers, I need a serious help now...Plssss Plssss Help Me, this trainer is very toxic for me..Plsss Plsss help meeeeee!!!! I request you plssss....She's doing very dangerous steps from her side day by day..