Parimatch - Loss of money in parimatch

I have started playing aviator game at parimatch in February ****, then slowly I got *** and after that I have invested of * lakh in parimatch, Then slowly I started losing money then I have added all my credit card money with was of ***** and I lost and after I have borrowed money of * lakhs from Friends to recover that money, I lost and after I have invested my salary, I lost my ***** every month till July and After I have decided to recover all my money of * lakhs with in one shoot, I have invested of starting *****,***** *****, *****, *****, *****,*****, *****, *****, ***** which I was took from Friends, colleagues and loan apps, Now I was completely depressed where my family is not stage to repay the money, now I'm getting calls from loan apps, Friends where my family completely on road where nothing feed my family, which I was went for suicide of this my mother caught me and not do things, I have decided suicide is not correct thing doing in my life. I hope you guys will help me for my loss which could be help me for the Financial support.
Thank you,
Pradeep.